i dream of a beautiful girl. as beautiful as the flowers you love, the diamonds i compare you to. i hope one day you see yourself as i see you. i hope these feelings arent simply because its late
[11:12:18 PM] j: you only view me as better because you weigh out my positives instead of yours, you should be happy, you are very gifted and lovely, i think, you have yet to reach anthesis because you allow yourself to be sad, i am sorry nothing makes you happy, i am sorry you do not like anything and there is nothing i can do to fix that but give cheap words and textual advice, i am a 13 year old with a laptop, i dont think any people should listen to me really, but all i can offer at the moment is an ‘i love you’ as icky as that feels, knowing it does not make a difference in your mind
You are a patchwork of train and cinema tickets, neatly stitched together with memories.
You are the hearts drawn on fogged up car windows, and names written in the sand on a beach. You are the fickle of hope that our names won’t wash away.
You are morning coffees, running down my throat and bursting through my veins. And the songs that the birds sing at the raw hour of five.
You are the folded corners of pages from my favorite books and the sound of rain against my window. A constant reminder that you are always going to be there.
You are campfire stories and sunrise mornings. Letters in the post and the marshmallows in my evening hot chocolate.
From dawn til’ dusk, all my thoughts fathom to you.
She is made up of words that not anyone can understand;
her mind is a dictionary of sadness and heartache,
and her heart is a poetry book for the hopeless.
She is the prettiest song,
the perfect sonnent,
the most meaningful haiku
and the longest novel.
It takes awhile to read her
seconds to love her
and a life time to forget her.
[8:07:33 PM] Julian: you shouldnt try to change yourself too much to suit other people, youre really great the way you are
[9:21:51 PM] hal: You’re as much as a person as everyone else is there isn’t anything that distinguishes you as more inhuman than anyone else at all an d i dont want you to keep saying you’re a bad best friend because i love you very much and i’m sorry i can’t write a longass deep paragraph to go w/ that
- Saying no sometimes
- Wanting to be alone sometimes
- Saying no to sex
- Saying yes to sex
- Not being sure about your life career
- Deciding to study instead of going out
- Getting rid of the toxic people in your life
- Ending a relationship that is hurting you
- Not liking the things everyone else likes
BORZOI SNENT ME CA RDS FOR MY BRITHDAY AND IM SMILGING SO CMCUH WTF I MSO HAPYP